Masculine Side of Me

From all of my previous posts, I have show you the very feminine side of me. You guys get to see me dressing up as a bad girl, a Barbie, a robot in a white dress, and so on but rarely have I dress in a manly outfit which was basically what I mostly wore when I was little. I was raised like a boy when I was young. Back then, I did not care much about my looks as long as someone (in this case my aunt since I was staying at her place then) told me I look good in it and this was how I got my ugly boy hairstyle with straight bangs and close to a mushroom shape. Just by imagining it, I am sure you know how stupid I look! Aside from the "awesome" hairstyle, I had a horrible sense of style. I would throw on a t-shirt and baggy pants and probably wore the same outfit for a week without changing it. I played basketball with the boys. I literally look and act like a boy. I don't even remember how many people or parents had mistaken me as a boy. So you ask when did I transform back to a girl? It was when I moved in with my new guardian who was a fashion designer before I entered high school. She would criticized and laughed at what I wore and that was when I really started to care about how I look. Her criticism had opened my eyes and see how ugly I was back then. From that time onward, I have never cut my hair short again (except for the cancer drive).

I brought up this little boy story of me because today I wanted to show you my military look - a rather masculine look of me. This look is inspired by the music video of Katy Perry's part of me. My friend and my sister think I look a little bit scary, do you think so?

YO!

 What I am wearing:

Black sweater - American Apparel

Parka jacket - Unknown - gifted from friend

Boots - Plenty

Bag - Zara

Chain necklace - Forever 21

Earrings - Ross

 Did I scare you? 

Thank you for the support and comments along the way, they really mean a lot to me! Have an awesome evening!

xoxo <3

Ang

A Love Hate Relationship

This is how I would describe my relationship with my siblings. I was born in a big family where I have four siblings and I am the second oldest of them all. My oldest sister and I were the closest because we were only one and half years apart. Throughout our childhood, we were always competing whether it be school marks or attention seeking, there were not a time where we would stop fighting until separation do us apart. Now that I look back, most of the time we fought was for the stupidest reason.

After my sister graduated from university, she moved out to pursuit her master heading toward to career dream. I was left living with my younger brother and sister. I fight a lot with my brother, well more like yell at him a lot especially during his teenage years because I don't understand what was he thinking and he doesn't understand mine. He would bring friends to stay over at our place few times a week that would drive me crazy and I have no say in that cause he just won't listen. Many times I would think to myself wish that he will move out of the house but when things do happen to go my way, this is when I realize how important my sisters and brothers are to me and how much I love them. We fought, we laughed, we grew up together, this is what makes us sisters and brothers, this is what makes us best friends. I hate them at times, yet I love them more.

Brought to you this gold metallic makeup look x denim outfit. Recently I dug up some really old cellphone diamond sticker that I decided to make use off along with this makeup look. Let me know what you guys think.

Gold metallic makeup. At first I thought the gold metallic makeup is exaggerate enough for the sunlight, but as you can see I was wrong. My makeup disappear with the sunlight :(

 What I am wearing:

Denim top: thrifted

Tie Dye Ripped Jeans: Wrangler old jean that I DIY with bleach and rips

Shoes: Zara

Necklace: Forever 21 gift from my best friend

Spike earrings: Little Burgundy

This jean took forever to make, it took me two days to bleach it this effect and it's only at the bottom and the rips took me hours to pull the string out. Originally I plan to throw it away, after I ripped and bleached it, I am in love with it again!

 All the beautiful and lovely comments are very much appreciated and I thank you.

For more pictures, you can go here :) Have an awesome evening guys!

xoxo <3

Ang